For over a year and a half now, I've been drawing a Tarot card each night and recording it my journal, to learn about the cards and see they had to say about the upcoming day.
I've been fascinated by the cards. I had hoped that the cards would give me new insight, but what I didn't expect was that they would give me a whole new language. Their pictures tell entire stories, their symbolism is deep and universal, and using them in my journaling has made them very personal. I find myself using cards to describe people and situations. The 5 of Pentacles always means too much to do and not enough time, the 4 of Swords is always drawn when I'm up too late, and the 2 of Cups will always be Cryptoron and myself.
Which brings me to why I chose the King of Staves as my LiveJournal name. I am heavily influenced by Rachel Pollack's interpretations ('Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom'). Under the King of Staves, she speaks of a person honest, confident, and optimistic, full of fire to accomplish their goals. She also speaks of the King of Staves as intolerant of weakness and self-defeating habits, unable to understand what holds others back or to remember that they have not always been strong themselves.
I celebrate and struggle with both the light and dark aspects of the King of Staves in myself. To acknowlege this, I have chosen the King of Staves to represent me as I am right now.